while he’s at work till 10… This is going to be a long eight hours:(
has probably been the fourth time I have seen my Dad this year and surprisingly, I have quite enjoyed myself. When he told me we was going bowling, I automatically rolled my eyes. Not a massive fan. But I suppose it has been nice to spend a little time with him and catch up with just him, not her being around too. I’m pretty sure he isn’t happy. He hasn’t been his self for a long while now. He keeps mentioning my Mum, constantly asking how she is. I guess the grass isn’t always greener on the other side. He kindly gave me and my sister forty pound each which is fortunate as I’m down on cigs. Popping to the shop shall be the first thing I do in the morning.
I say I don’t care about him any more as he doesn’t seem overly bothered about seeing his kids and grandson. But I guess you only have one Father. Although he has never been much of a Father. He would much rather hand me twenty quid here and there than give me a hug. But things have changed. All I know is that we are much better off without him being at home. He said he is going to pop in tomorrow for a chat and a cuppa, but that is debatable. He means these things at the time, but he can never find the time.
I’m pretty happy at the moment. Most probably the most happiest I have been for a long while. Things seem to be going smoothly. But lets see how long it lasts.
I have decided to quit post random wank on my tumblr and actually make use of it and write about things that are constantly overtaking my mind.
I think sleep in desperately needed right now, so goodnight to all xo
